Yes, I was going to take a shower and head to bed around three hours ago. Clearly, that didn’t happen. Why does this happen to me almost every night? I blame it on college. I need to kick this terrible habit of staying up so late so I can be successful in a post-graduation big kid job!
Anywho, that’s not the purpose of this post.
The purpose is short, sweet, but important…for me, at least.
About two seconds ago I realized something.
This blog is an extension of myself. I aim to be as honest and as direct as possible here because I highly value honesty within myself.
I’ve spent a lot of time worrying (and writing, if you haven’t noticed) about my worries in regards to how I blog and why I blog. I frequently question the direction of this blog as I am constantly shaping it to fit my ever changing needs as a writer who is trying to better understand herself.
But you know what…I don’t know where I’m going and I’m still trying to figure out the person I want to be in this life. If this blog is, indeed, an extension of myself, why should its direction matter? I should just let it evolve as I evolve.
On a related note, it has come to my attention that, generally speaking, my most successful posts have to do with my laments and concerns about blogging. I find that interesting and I wonder why that is…